words that healed..

Last year january 2007, I wrote some words that I sent to one of my favorite person. Once in a while I would read these words and remember how each sentences has helped me to heal the pain of letting go, instead of hurting I decided to turn it into a feeling that would help me move on...the feeling of thankfulness, appreciating each and every moment we have spent togeteher...
the power of positive thinking.....

words...
As days manage to pass by, as nights begin to unfold, so does my heart beats faster
And my breath….well it does sigh longer.
For that elusive moment, where conclusion is now seemingly near,
Where temporary becomes palpable.
In a melancholy state, I despair…I beam…and I cherish…
For the memories that were hastily shared….
The euphoria of your knowingly bolster laugh,
The highs and low’s of your storylines,
The calming strokes of your hands in the gleam of the morning.
The sunny side up eggs that you seem to be so good at.
The tweak on your small expressive eyes when you savour my adobo…
The excited kid in you when you watch your favorite chargers,
The smirk in your lips when you sway your hips to the music of your genre.
The gentle heart in you that reaches to those less fortunate.
The fierce in your voice towards unwise drivers.
The ghastly hands that evokes your passion for automotives.
The construction site that comes out in your nose/.mouth when you sleep tirelessly.
The eyebrows that crosses the island of furiousness…
And your distinctive voice that definitely stands out amidst the praising choir.
All these and more I can utter endlessly of all the wonderful treasures and “pleasures” that your generous soul have selflessly revealed, and this in return have touched not only one but two spirits that has carved a deep spot in the heart.
I wish it would endure more, I hope it could last longer.
But life moves on…and so does our destiny.
If there is one gratitude voice, I shout mine
If there is one gain, I learned mine.
And if there is one friend, I found mine.
Crissy-
Jan 7, 2007